In John's account of the Last Supper, Jesus has an extended discussion with his disciples about his coming Passion and what it will mean for them. Towards the end of this discourse, in 16:16, he makes this enigmatic statement: “In a little while you’ll see me no longer," he tells them, "and then again in a little while you will see me.” He’s talking, as far as I can tell, about his coming death and resurrection (i.e.: you won’t see me in a little while, because I’ll have died; but then you will see me in a little while, because 3 days later I’ll rise again).
What stands out to me, though, is how this “little while” becomes a running theme in the dialogue. The disciples say: what’s this ‘little while’ he’s talking about? And he mentions it again in verse 19, and then says: “Truly, you will weep and lament, but the world will rejoice; you will grieve, but your grief will turn to joy” (v.20).
The implication, of course, is that this turning of grief to joy will happen “in a little while.”
It got me thinking that there is sort of a “cruciform patience” required of all serious followers of Jesus. For Jesus, what made the agony of the cross endurable was the conviction that “in a little while” this agony would be transformed into joy inexpressible; and he seems to want that same conviction to sustain his followers as they go through their own cruciform (that is, cross-shaped) agonies.
The challenge, of course, is that even “a little while” seems an eternity when we’re in pain, grief, torment or anticipation. Sometimes “a little while more” still seems a long way off. But this brings us, actually, to the truest, most authentically Christian response to suffering in the world. When confronted with the hurt of this world, the Christian does not ask, with the philosopher, “Why does God ... ?” And he does not ask, with the cynic, “How could God ... ?” Rather the Christian asks with Psalmist, “How long, O Lord, How long?” And the answer God gives us in Christ is not easy, but it’s true: “Just a little while more. Hold on.”
In a Little While, a devotional thought
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