I'd mentioned that I am working on a number of new writing projects that are taking up time otherwise dedicated to blogging. Among these is a collaborative theology blog with a couple of other FMCiC pastors that I hope to have up and running in a few months-- stay tuned for that.
Another writing project I've had on the go since August is a new album of music. This summer, as I dragged myself across the finish line and out west for a three week furlough from the ministry, I found myself sitting in the middle of one of those dark nights of the soul that the spiritually wise sometimes talk about. This isn't the best forum to unpack everything that was going through my head and heart then, except to say that in the middle of it, as God graciously and patiently sat there in the darkness with me, he started to give me some new songs. I haven't had a rendezvous with "sister inspiration" in almost three years, and while many of these songs were darker and raw-er than any I've written in the past, this unexpected return of an old friend was a restorative to my soul.
I've been arranging and recording and generaly polishing them up in the last few months, and hope to "release" my new album, called Bridges, very soon. In the meantime, and by way of a sneak-peak, I offer this one here, based (loosely) on the darkest Psalm in the book:
Previously on terra incognita...
nadir
By the banks of Babylon, that's where we hung our song
Cursed if we forget the tune, cursed if we sing along
They said: when you reach the nadir of the heart, will he be there?
There at the apex of the hurt and the despair?
Trying to write the final page of this tale of emptied hells
Vacant masks and leering laughs, this lie I know so well
And when I reach the nadir of the heart, will you be there?
There at the apex of the hurt and the despair?
Nothing left to hold on to, nothing left to say
Staring down the barrel of night, praying for the day
He said: When you reach the nadir of the heart, I'll be there
There at the apex of the hurt and the despair
Labels: songwriting, summer
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